The House Of Immortality

Also, I went into college today to do work and came out of college after having signed to an LGBTQ group, signed up to a trip to our nearest pride and after grabbing, like, 7 different LGBTQ leaflets. Oh, and I never even did my work! I really need to learn not to panic around pretty girls. They could've handed me a serial killer note and I would've signed it just because I didn't to disappoint them!

It literally went something like this: 'Do you want to join our group?' 'Uhhh, ok.' 'And how about our trip to Pride?' 'Uhhh, sure, yeah, I'll sign up for that!' 'We have tons of leaflets, feel free to take one!' '*Freaks out and literally grabs every LGBTQ leaflet there.*'

*Facepalms.* I am so embarassing! DX

>.< wai you no say no?

Well I did kinda wanna join the group anyway, but the rest was pretty much a blur! I just kinda panicked because I'm not used to pretty girls actually talking to me ^_^"

*Facepalm* wolfy! You're like Jason looking at hot chicks! XD

Come on, I was nothing like Jason! Jason would've walked up to them and gone 'Why hello there, ladies ', not freak out and just do whatever they told him to! Besides, I wasn't even looking at hot chicks, really, I was just checking out the stall and they started talking to me and then I started internally freaking out.

aaahuhh...

Yeah, I don't do well when interacting with other people XD

Anyways... Yeah... Hi ^_^

haii

Bleh, I'm tired DX And I have to go to college tomorrow and explain why I didn't do my homework DX

Even though we were married, date nights were still a thing for Sammi and I. Not much had actually changed for us and these were one of those permanent things. We had gone to the water park today, since it was so f***ing hot, and I was looking forward to trying out all the slides and the special 'Rapids' area which made strong waves. First, though, we had to get changed. If only I was allowed to change in the same room as my wife. In the same cubicle. Anyway, apparently I was the first out so I waited patiently for Sammi to get her *ss into gear, leaning against the wall nearby. Once she appeared, I didn't even try to hide the fact that I was checking her out, looking her up and down wit a smirk plastered on my face before giving her a wolf whistle. "Damn, babe, you look hot!" I complimented her, walking over. "Then again, you always look hot but in this bikini you're, like, crazy hot." My hands settled on her hips, fingers splayed out against her bare skin and enjoying every minute of it. I knew there were innocent kids around, but I didn't care right now. I was in my own little 'Jason and Sammi only' bubble, and no kids were going to ruin that!

We were back in the mansion now and I was a little homesick. Then again, I felt homesick in Arendelle, too, so I guess I had two homes now. Anyway, Between spending time with my friends and spending time with Elsa, I had finished making another dress. I had many more dresses left to make, but during the night I'd been struck by an idea that was 1000 times better than the others and had to scribble it down before I fell asleep.

The next morning I decided to pitch my idea to my sister, since it required her assistance: Quietly, I snuck into her room while she slept. I kind of expected Justin to be there - he slept next to Elsa most nights now - but the only company Elsa had was Jotunn, curled up on the end of the bed. That was confusing. Well, it was up unt I found a note on the bedside table, saying that Justin had to run an errand, that he'd be back in a couple of hours and that he loved Elsa. Awww, sweet! And also perfect, because it meant I could discuss my new dress idea in private.

"Elsa." I whispered, clambering onto the bed beside her. No response. I prodded her side. "Come on, sleepyhead. Wakey wakey! We've got to talk!" Ok, now that time she made mumbling noise, but it didn't seem like enough to wake her. I huffed, then pouted as I tried to think of a new strategy. A lightbulb lit up in my mind and a mischievous smile crossed me face as I counted backwards in my head - '3, 2, 1!' - and unleashed a tickle attack on the sleeping Queen! "Wake up! The tickle troll has come to tickle you!" Having a moment of fun before I turned serious, I let out a laugh, enjoying this method of waking Elsa up a lot! It kinda reminded me of when we were little, you know? Elsa used to pretend to be a tickle troll and I had missed that. Now I was glad to have the opportunity to bring the tickle monster back.
((Dress collaboration mini-plan))

Ok, so maybe I was using loopholes to lie to Elsa. I mean, I did kind of have to run an errand so I wasn't really lying much, but that wasn't the whe story. She'd learn about the whole story soon, but for now it had to remain a secret. Hopefully this secret would work out well.

After leaving Elsa with a note this morning and a light kiss on her forehead, I had headed back to my apartmet to change into something nicer; a freshly ironed white shirt, black pants, shiny black shoes. Everything had to be perfect. Not a single hair could be out of place, otherwise they'd pick up on it straight away. I needed to dress to impress and, after an hour - of which 15 minutes of it was spent on my hair alone - I felt like I had done exactly that. Or, at least, I hoped I had.

As I walked through central Heaven, my heartbeat sped up and my breath quickened. I was actually really nervous about this, I mean, it was a huge thing to do! I didn't even know if they- I mean, I know they liked me, but this was an entirely different matter. This was, like, them deciding if I was worthy, and I still questioned that myself! But I couldn't think that way today. Today was about proving I was worthy, of saying what a great guy I was, even though I lacked particular requirements. If I showed doubt in myself today, they'd pick up on it and reject me then and there, and I wouldn't be able to live with that.

There were so many thoughts circling in my mind. What could go wrong, what could go right. What my plan B was - at the moment, I had no idea - and what the next step would be if plan A worked out. All of this, plus the thoughts of others around me made it very hard to focus on my surroundings, so it came as a surprise when I suddenly appeared at my destination. I hesitated. My heart skipped a beat. I could feel my palms growing sweaty, so I quickly wiped them on my trousers. Everything depended on this moment and it terrified me, but I couldn't go back. I wanted this, more than anything, and I wasn't going to let cowardice get in my way for once. With that in mind, I took a deep breath and knocked on the door of the late King Agdar and Queen Idun's Heaven home, about to ask permission for their daughter's hand in marriage.
((Future Justelsa engagement plan))

So lately life had been pretty boring. And lonely, I mean, it was my fault for not really socializing but I just... I was stuck in a rut, you know? I wanted to be in a relationship and share my life with someone, but I was tired of being heartbroken and I didn't want it to happen again. Ever. It's times like these that I wished that, by some weird twost, I could be a Carpathian's lifemate; at least with Carpathians you knew that they'd never leave you if you're their lifemate. But things didn't work that way. Females were meant to be with male Carpathians in order to save their souls or whatever, and I wasn't a carpathian. I was just... Someone that women didn't want to stay with, no matter what I did to try and keep their affections.

My train of thought kept spiralling and I sighed to myself, wondering what happened to the cheery, upbeat Jeremy that used to exist. Oh, yeah, I know what happened. Heartbreak happened! But sitting around and moping wasn't going to fix things. Maybe I could take a leaf out of Abby's book - drown my sorrows in alcohol. With that in mind, I headed into the kitchen and grabbed a beer, quickly leaving as I noticed my daughter in here with her fiancée. Not only did I not want to disturb them, but I wasn't in the mood for seeing two people happily in love right now. Because of that reason, I decided to take my beer outside where there weren't many people, just a few sunbathers enjoying the sunshine. I paid them no mind as I laid down on a bench, biting off the bottle cap and chugging down the beer.

Yet another timid nod. Luna hesitantly made her way towards the bed, paused halfway, then backtracked and picked up the plate of fruit. She couldn't eat right now, but eventually she'd have to eat something, even if it was a slice of banana that tasted far too sickly sweet after the bland stuff the scientists had made her eat. Climbing onto the bed, she sat as close to the edge as possible while still being able to see the screen, setting the fruit in front of her and clinging onto Smarty as if he were her lifeline. The movie soon started, the only extra noise coming from the occasional sniffle. Ever now and then she'd catch herself glancing to her daddy. A part of her still wanted to cuddle into him, to bury her face into that blue, frosted hoodie and feel the coldness seeping through it, but the last people to touch her caused so much damage that she was just too terrified to allow it; even though she knew Jack would never hurt her, she would still get haunting flashbacks of the scientists whenever she came into contact with someone. Sucking in a deep, shaky breath, she tried a different approach; if she couldn't cuddle him, she could at least talk to him. "Th-that's mommy." She stuttering, pointing to the screen where Ariel was exploring the sunken ship with Flounder. "Because mommy has red hair like Ariel. And- And that makes you Prince Eric, and I'm there daughter in the second movie, right?" It was a stupid little thing to talk about, but the rest of her mind was still taken up by the events of her kidnapping, and there was no way she'd talk about them so this would have to do.

I didn't even realize what was going on around me, all I could see was red; the pure red of rage, the deeper red of Steph's blood. The implication that I was driving Holland insane had been too much for me to handle, what with all the previous times I had felt like I'd driven those I love crazy, and then driven them away. But Holland was different, I knew that, and for Steph to say such things infuriated me. No amount of medication could've stopped me from losing control then. It did, however take two people to pry me off. As soon as I was pulled away from Steph I realized that others had joined us. Silas and Rachel, and, really, Rachel had done all the work. She pushed me away from Steph as Holland's ex composed herself and now my anger had turned onto her.* I'm acting like a child? She's the one throwing around poorly hidden insults! She's the one saying b****y things! She needs to learn when to shut her f***ing mouth! And to keep out of other people's love lives!" I shouted out as I pushed Rachel in return, half trying to hurt her and half trying to get her out of the way so that I could punch Steph some more. I knew she was being a b**** to me because she wanted to be with Holland. Why wouldn't she want to? And why wouldn't life be so cruel as to make history repeat itself? First with my parents, and now with me and Holland. But this time I wasn't going to let the ex destroy everything. This time, I swear to God, if she tried getting too close to my fiancee, I'd crush her spine and make her wish she never left prison!

We were back from our trip to Wutai now. Sora had missed out on a bit of schoolwork so she had to catch up, but she was glad to be back. I think she was just glad to be able to spend time with Micah again, and her friend, Robyn. She had been looking forward to giving Luna a big hug, but those scientists reay did a number on her and she wasn't ready to return to school het. I was pretty sure that, once she did, she'd be tacklehugged by my little mini-ninja.

Anyway, it was a school day today so Sora and Micah were at school. Henry was also at school, unfortunately, working on his college course. That left me alone, since Anna, Elsa and Kennedy seemed to be busy. Hopefully I wouldn't be alone for long, though. Checking the time, I grinned mischievously and pulled out my phone. I knew that Henry had a break right around now and I had a plan up my sleeve. Hey there, lover boy! I texted to my boyfriend, knowing he'd have his phone with him in case there was an emergency with Micah. How long is your break? Wanna see if the Great Ninja Yuffie can sneak past your college's security systems? If Henry couldn't come to me, maybe, just maybe, I could go to him.

Nathalie managed to get me to the bed and I felt a but better once she did. Not physically, but, like, mentally I didn't feel as weak. Sometimes when I had to try walking and I struggle, it's a really downer, but I didn't have to walk in bed so it was all good. As my sister asked what time Kyle came home, I glanced to the clock. 5:13pm. "He'll be home literally any minute." I answered, turning back to Natty and tugging on her ear with my teeth playfully, just like we used to do when we were littler. Even with furry ear in my mouth, I stilled tried talking. "He fnshed ah fve, he jst walkin hm." My tailed wagged back and forth as I spoke, excited about Kyle coming home. Excited about... Everything really? I mean, I was a little scared as well because I wasn't sure how Kyle would react to what I had to say - hopefully well - and what was gonna happen afterwards, but this was all so big and amazing, even if it did leave me feeling bleh.

((Lost my fecking post -_- Summary: Zack rolled his eyes with a smile at Rose saying she could be both food and a girlfriend. He then got up and said that he was just going to have blood from the fridge, but if Rose wanted him to make some sort of breakfast for her, he would.

What I learnt in college today: It'd be a fricking miracle if Holland doesn't get schizophrenia!

Now who wants to tell Abby and Holland that? :S

.-. no...

Psychology is just- *Walks in, removing her motorcycle helmet.* Totally awesome and doesn't bring heartbreaking news at all! ^_^" O.o O...k...??? *Shakes out her hair, then runs her fingers through it as she looks to Britt.* What's up with her?

*shrug*

Thanks for being helpful -_- I'm gonna get changed and grab the dogs. Can you grab the Michelle and deposit it her here, please? Playtime with the doggies? :3 *Nods.* Playtime, then food time, then time to chill in the rec room. Sounds awesome

*Runs upstairs to get Michelle*

Ok, well... *Heads upstairs to get out of her motorcycle suit and get the dogs.* Bleh, my hair feels horrible DX But mum's all like 'Have a bath tomorrow dfore we go out for dinner!' but... Gah! DX

*Comes back down in jeans and Holland's red flannel shirt, followed by Jackson and Jupiter.* Alright, where's Michelle? You need to stop stealing Holland's stuff. Shh -_- ((Jackson)) *Carrying a tennis ball in his mouth, he runs to the front door and scratches at it with a whimper.* ((Jupiter))*Stays by Abby's side, loyal to his master.*

*Comes down with Michelle* here

Good good. Come on, Michelle, help me make sure the mutts get their exercise *Walks over to the front door and holds it open for Michelle.* Might have to get the ball from Jackson first, though. *Rushes outside as soon as the door opens.* *Now that the door is open, he leaves Abby's side and chases after Jackson, barking at to the younger but much bigger pup.*

*Follows Michelle outside.* Technically it's not dog-sitting since it's my own dogs but... Yeah, basically. *Calls out to the dogs.* Jackson, Jupiter, come here! *Hears his name and bounds over to Abby.* *Runs at a slower pace.* *Pets both of the dogs as they run over.* Good dogs! *Takes the ball from Jackson's mouth and holds it out to Michelle.* Wanna do the honors?