The House Of Immortality

I have one guy. *Shrugs.* Britt said that you might not wanna meet him, though, or something like that. But... Yeah... He's one of Linz's people, so you'd have to wait until she came online to meet him, if you'd  be up for that. *Eventually gets the ball but Jackson plays rough and tackles him.* *Tackles Jupiter and takes the ball from him, running back towards the two girls.* Geez, Jackson needs to go easy on Jupiter. He's only little! >.<

*Sighs.* Look, I dunno how hooked you are on that guy, but if it were me he was hiding from I would shove a metal pole up his *ss and tell him to go f*** himself -_- *Crouches down and pets Jackson before taking the ball and throwing it again.* *Instantly chaces after the ball.* *Decides is isn't worth being tackled again and instead chases after a nearby bee.*

We were back in the mansion now and I was a little homesick. Then again, I felt homesick in Arendelle, too, so I guess I had two homes now. Anyway, Between spending time with my friends and spending time with Elsa, I had finished making another dress. I had many more dresses left to make, but during the night I'd been struck by an idea that was 1000 times better than the others and had to scribble it down before I fell asleep.

The next morning I decided to pitch my idea to my sister, since it required her assistance: Quietly, I snuck into her room while she slept. I kind of expected Justin to be there - he slept next to Elsa most nights now - but the only company Elsa had was Jotunn, curled up on the end of the bed. That was confusing. Well, it was up unt I found a note on the bedside table, saying that Justin had to run an errand, that he'd be back in a couple of hours and that he loved Elsa. Awww, sweet! And also perfect, because it meant I could discuss my new dress idea in private.

"Elsa." I whispered, clambering onto the bed beside her. No response. I prodded her side. "Come on, sleepyhead. Wakey wakey! We've got to talk!" Ok, now that time she made mumbling noise, but it didn't seem like enough to wake her. I huffed, then pouted as I tried to think of a new strategy. A lightbulb lit up in my mind and a mischievous smile crossed me face as I counted backwards in my head - '3, 2, 1!' - and unleashed a tickle attack on the sleeping Queen! "Wake up! The tickle troll has come to tickle you!" Having a moment of fun before I turned serious, I let out a laugh, enjoying this method of waking Elsa up a lot! It kinda reminded me of when we were little, you know? Elsa used to pretend to be a tickle troll and I had missed that. Now I was glad to have the opportunity to bring the tickle monster back.
((Dress collaboration mini-plan))

Ok, so maybe I was using loopholes to lie to Elsa. I mean, I did kind of have to run an errand so I wasn't really lying much, but that wasn't the whe story. She'd learn about the whole story soon, but for now it had to remain a secret. Hopefully this secret would work out well.

After leaving Elsa with a note this morning and a light kiss on her forehead, I had headed back to my apartmet to change into something nicer; a freshly ironed white shirt, black pants, shiny black shoes. Everything had to be perfect. Not a single hair could be out of place, otherwise they'd pick up on it straight away. I needed to dress to impress and, after an hour - of which 15 minutes of it was spent on my hair alone - I felt like I had done exactly that. Or, at least, I hoped I had.

As I walked through central Heaven, my heartbeat sped up and my breath quickened. I was actually really nervous about this, I mean, it was a huge thing to do! I didn't even know if they- I mean, I know they liked me, but this was an entirely different matter. This was, like, them deciding if I was worthy, and I still questioned that myself! But I couldn't think that way today. Today was about proving I was worthy, of saying what a great guy I was, even though I lacked particular requirements. If I showed doubt in myself today, they'd pick up on it and reject me then and there, and I wouldn't be able to live with that.

There were so many thoughts circling in my mind. What could go wrong, what could go right. What my plan B was - at the moment, I had no idea - and what the next step would be if plan A worked out. All of this, plus the thoughts of others around me made it very hard to focus on my surroundings, so it came as a surprise when I suddenly appeared at my destination. I hesitated. My heart skipped a beat. I could feel my palms growing sweaty, so I quickly wiped them on my trousers. Everything depended on this moment and it terrified me, but I couldn't go back. I wanted this, more than anything, and I wasn't going to let cowardice get in my way for once. With that in mind, I took a deep breath and knocked on the door of the late King Agdar and Queen Idun's Heaven home, about to ask permission for their daughter's hand in marriage.
((Future Justelsa engagement plan))

So lately life had been pretty boring. And lonely, I mean, it was my fault for not really socializing but I just... I was stuck in a rut, you know? I wanted to be in a relationship and share my life with someone, but I was tired of being heartbroken and I didn't want it to happen again. Ever. It's times like these that I wished that, by some weird twost, I could be a Carpathian's lifemate; at least with Carpathians you knew that they'd never leave you if you're their lifemate. But things didn't work that way. Females were meant to be with male Carpathians in order to save their souls or whatever, and I wasn't a carpathian. I was just... Someone that women didn't want to stay with, no matter what I did to try and keep their affections.

My train of thought kept spiralling and I sighed to myself, wondering what happened to the cheery, upbeat Jeremy that used to exist. Oh, yeah, I know what happened. Heartbreak happened! But sitting around and moping wasn't going to fix things. Maybe I could take a leaf out of Abby's book - drown my sorrows in alcohol. With that in mind, I headed into the kitchen and grabbed a beer, quickly leaving as I noticed my daughter in here with her fiancée. Not only did I not want to disturb them, but I wasn't in the mood for seeing two people happily in love right now. Because of that reason, I decided to take my beer outside where there weren't many people, just a few sunbathers enjoying the sunshine. I paid them no mind as I laid down on a bench, biting off the bottle cap and chugging down the beer.

Yet another timid nod. Luna hesitantly made her way towards the bed, paused halfway, then backtracked and picked up the plate of fruit. She couldn't eat right now, but eventually she'd have to eat something, even if it was a slice of banana that tasted far too sickly sweet after the bland stuff the scientists had made her eat. Climbing onto the bed, she sat as close to the edge as possible while still being able to see the screen, setting the fruit in front of her and clinging onto Smarty as if he were her lifeline. The movie soon started, the only extra noise coming from the occasional sniffle. Ever now and then she'd catch herself glancing to her daddy. A part of her still wanted to cuddle into him, to bury her face into that blue, frosted hoodie and feel the coldness seeping through it, but the last people to touch her caused so much damage that she was just too terrified to allow it; even though she knew Jack would never hurt her, she would still get haunting flashbacks of the scientists whenever she came into contact with someone. Sucking in a deep, shaky breath, she tried a different approach; if she couldn't cuddle him, she could at least talk to him. "Th-that's mommy." She stuttering, pointing to the screen where Ariel was exploring the sunken ship with Flounder. "Because mommy has red hair like Ariel. And- And that makes you Prince Eric, and I'm there daughter in the second movie, right?" It was a stupid little thing to talk about, but the rest of her mind was still taken up by the events of her kidnapping, and there was no way she'd talk about them so this would have to do.

I didn't even realize what was going on around me, all I could see was red; the pure red of rage, the deeper red of Steph's blood. The implication that I was driving Holland insane had been too much for me to handle, what with all the previous times I had felt like I'd driven those I love crazy, and then driven them away. But Holland was different, I knew that, and for Steph to say such things infuriated me. No amount of medication could've stopped me from losing control then. It did, however take two people to pry me off. As soon as I was pulled away from Steph I realized that others had joined us. Silas and Rachel, and, really, Rachel had done all the work. She pushed me away from Steph as Holland's ex composed herself and now my anger had turned onto her.* I'm acting like a child? She's the one throwing around poorly hidden insults! She's the one saying b****y things! She needs to learn when to shut her f***ing mouth! And to keep out of other people's love lives!" I shouted out as I pushed Rachel in return, half trying to hurt her and half trying to get her out of the way so that I could punch Steph some more. I knew she was being a b**** to me because she wanted to be with Holland. Why wouldn't she want to? And why wouldn't life be so cruel as to make history repeat itself? First with my parents, and now with me and Holland. But this time I wasn't going to let the ex destroy everything. This time, I swear to God, if she tried getting too close to my fiancee, I'd crush her spine and make her wish she never left prison!

We were back from our trip to Wutai now. Sora had missed out on a bit of schoolwork so she had to catch up, but she was glad to be back. I think she was just glad to be able to spend time with Micah again, and her friend, Robyn. She had been looking forward to giving Luna a big hug, but those scientists reay did a number on her and she wasn't ready to return to school het. I was pretty sure that, once she did, she'd be tacklehugged by my little mini-ninja.

Anyway, it was a school day today so Sora and Micah were at school. Henry was also at school, unfortunately, working on his college course. That left me alone, since Anna, Elsa and Kennedy seemed to be busy. Hopefully I wouldn't be alone for long, though. Checking the time, I grinned mischievously and pulled out my phone. I knew that Henry had a break right around now and I had a plan up my sleeve. Hey there, lover boy! I texted to my boyfriend, knowing he'd have his phone with him in case there was an emergency with Micah. How long is your break? Wanna see if the Great Ninja Yuffie can sneak past your college's security systems? If Henry couldn't come to me, maybe, just maybe, I could go to him.

Nathalie managed to get me to the bed and I felt a but better once she did. Not physically, but, like, mentally I didn't feel as weak. Sometimes when I had to try walking and I struggle, it's a really downer, but I didn't have to walk in bed so it was all good. As my sister asked what time Kyle came home, I glanced to the clock. 5:13pm. "He'll be home literally any minute." I answered, turning back to Natty and tugging on her ear with my teeth playfully, just like we used to do when we were littler. Even with furry ear in my mouth, I stilled tried talking. "He fnshed ah fve, he jst walkin hm." My tailed wagged back and forth as I spoke, excited about Kyle coming home. Excited about... Everything really? I mean, I was a little scared as well because I wasn't sure how Kyle would react to what I had to say - hopefully well - and what was gonna happen afterwards, but this was all so big and amazing, even if it did leave me feeling bleh.

((Lost my fecking post -_- Summary: Zack rolled his eyes with a smile at Rose saying she could be both food and a girlfriend. He then got up and said that he was just going to have blood from the fridge, but if Rose wanted him to make some sort of breakfast for her, he would.

*Is sat in the armchair.* Bleh, I have to get ready to go out soon. I just wanna stay here and procrastinate! *Is sprawled out on the couch.* Need help picking out an outfit? I'd ki- well, maybe not kill because that's horrible, but I'd do something drastic for a chance to escape boredom right now DX Sorry, I don't need help with an outfit. We're just going shopping, so... Yeah... Ok But there must be something I can do! DX

;-;

I'm procrastinating by making me as a character, just for the lols. Didn't you try this once? And it didn't work??? I think I amped up my social anxiety too much that time. But This is just a recreational thing, I don't think I'll actually put myself in the rp. I don't think... Ohhh, ok.

.-. okie then

Who Are You?

Full Name: Sarah Fitzgerald
Called by?: Just Sarah, really.
Gender: Haha, tricky question! I mean, I identify as a girl for simplicity's sake but I kinda feel like I'm both a boy and a girl because sometimes my behaviour is pretty masculine... Just call me a girl, as long as you don't call me a lady, it's cool. Oh! And as long as you don't freak out if I call myself guy-related terms like a gentleman, king, dude, whatever.
Birthday: 5th May
Age: 20, but I look young for my age :/
Mom: Angela (Angie) Fitzgerald
Dad: Anthony (Tony) Fitzgerald
Tra da! Although I'm really tempted to, like, get rid of the picture of me and put someone prettier there >.<

Siblings: Nada, my mom got really ill when she had me, so they decided never to risk it again. No annoying siblings for me ^_^

What Are You Like?

Personality: Uhhh... Geez, what can I say about me? Ummm... Well, I'm friendly and loyal to my buddies. I guess. I can be quite the fangirl when it comes to my favourite shows. I'm a little geeky because I love Marvel and Doctor Who... I'm into video games, but not as much as my friends are. I have a creative side, too, I guess. I mean, I study Psychology which isn't creative at all, but in my spare time I sing (Out of tune!), draw stuff, sometimes write stories, poetry, fanfiction... Yeah... I'm kind of shy at first - you'll see why in the 'Flaws' section of this thingy - but once I get to know you I ease up and become a friendly, slightly inappropriate goofball.
Favorite/theme song: I don't really have a theme song, but right now I'm loving I'm So Sorry but Imagine Dragons. That beat is so awesome!
What are you?: I'm pretty sure I'm just a boring human, though my mum jokes that I'm a vampire because I don't go out in the sun too often. *Sighs.* If only I really was one, that'd be pretty cool.
Talents: Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... Apart from being double jointed in some places, none. I'm pretty mediocre when it comes to things I do :/
Flaws: Low self esteem is a biggy. I don't think I'm pretty, or talented, or special in any way and I struggle to believe people when they tell myself otherwise. I tend to put myself down a lot, especially when I struggle to do something. I can be a perfectionist sometimes, but my biggest flaw is my social anxiety. Basically I can get really freaked out in social situations because I'm afraid that people are judging me. It makes it hard for me to approach people, start conversations, deal with crowds, deal with interviews, ask for help from others and all sorts. It causes me to stutter and I overthink what I'm saying or doing and... Yeah... It really sucks. It's gotten better lately because I did some therapy, but it's still not brilliant.
Hobbies/Favourite things I think I mentioned some of these in my 'Personality' section. Hobby-wise I like singing, drawing, writing and watching Netflix. I like Marvel, Carmilla the webseries, Once Upon A Time, Orange Is The New Black, Doctor Who... A lot of other movies and shows. Uhhh, I like to read, too, and I like pancakes and cream teas (Oh so British!) and choocolate/red velvet cake and lemon cheesecake, and all of the food I've listed are unhealthy, but I like healthy food, too! Recently I've gotten into cooking and baking and I love making stuff that's in my little recipe book. I'm too afraid to step away from the recipes and try cooking without them, but maybe one day I will.
History: I don't really have much of a history? My life's been kind of boring up until now. I've just grown up in a small town with my mum and dad and the rest of my family. I kinda got bullied by my nan on my dad's side as I was growing up, and I got bullied by other kids throughout primary school, too, and I think that's where my social anxiety stems from, but that's pretty much the only 'interesting' thing that's happened in my lifetime, besides helping a friend through depression and suicidal times. I've been studying Psychology for a couple years now and I've been given the opportunity to study in Seattle. Technically I wasn't meant to leave my course early, but my college came to an arrangement so... Here I am, having a party in the USA! Oh gosh, why did I just make that joke?! DX


Love Life?

Married To: No one! Geez, no. No marriage until my education is over!
Children: I don't really like children much so no. Maybe one day I'll adopt a kid 7+ years old, when they're less drooly and temperamental, but I'm never having a child of my own! DX
Past Boyfriend/Girlfriend: A douche who just wanted me for sex -_- So glad I broke up with him.
Current Boyfriend or Girlfriend: Me? Have a partner? No, that's... People aren't really interested in a short, tubby, 12-year-old-looking girl so... Yeah...
Your type: Uhhh... Usually people with darker hair, actually. And with women I prefer long hair, unless short hair really suits them. I think that's my 'Type' but really I'll just date someone with a nice smile, maybe some nice eyes, some intelligence and a bit of a creative side. Oh, and someone who's nice, of course. Geez, am I asking too much? :S
Fiancé(e): Education first, family life second.
Sexual Orientation: Bi-romantic homosexual. I'll date both guys and girls but I'll only have sex with girls. But for simplicity's sake I just say I'm bisexual (It's an umbrella term!).

What Do You Look Like?

Hair color:  Brown
Eye color: Grey-blue
How Tall are you: 4ft 10in. Stupid genetics -_-
Tattoos:  Ouch, no. Fear of needles.
Piercings:  I used to have my ears pierced but I never really bothered wearing earings, so now I have no piercings.
Style:  My favourite outfit is a pair of jeans and a t-shirt with a plaid shirt over it. Oh, and converse. I'll usually wear variations of that depending on the weather and you'll never catch in in a dress or anything remotely girly >.<
What you look like: Ugh, I look terrible, but fine, take this picture >.<

Family meal time! Wont be back until later!

I'm ready to go home but my parents aren't, apparently :/

.-.

*Starts heading upstairs.* *Walks out of the kitchen only to find Wolfie going upstairs for some reason.* O.o Where are you going? To cuddle with Silas. You really shouldn't sneak into her room without her permission. I'm tired, I'm ill, I've socialized way more than I can handle and I just came face to face with a massive spider. I need the cuddles. O.o All of that happened, huh? *Sighs.* Ok, fine, but no more sneaking into her room without permisson after this, ok? *Nods.* *Joins Wolfie on the stairs.* I'll help you up to her room. *Statts carefully guiding Wolfie upstairs.* *Lets Jeremy guide her, too tired to really refuse the help.*

Silas has a cat O.o I was not prepared... But I was right about being ill - I've caught a cold - so... Yeah... Hopefully some tea will soothe my sore throat DX

dont feel bad, I'm on the boat of being-murdered-by-monthly so >.<

Someone pushed the self-destruct button on your womb now, huh? I think my womb has stopped self-destructing but I'm not sure. I hope so because I don't want to have both a cold and a monthly at the same time DX

yep...Now I'm just eating gold fish and rping. xD

Not live goldfish, I hope

nope

just the snack that smiles back xD

Goldfish can smile?

...the snack. That smiles. Back. xD

Hmmm.. Y'know, Britain doesn't even have the Goldfish snacks. Like, we have a tiny little section in the supermarket dedicated to American snacks, but we don't have Goldfish.

Oh, but I found Mountain Dew the other day

eww

What do you mean eww? O.o