The House Of Immortality

Nothing much you?

Lol sharkboy and lavagirl is on

spy kids was o-k not the best..

Blehhh don't wanna go to school today! I feel like crap DX

I missed Alix! DX I liked Spy Kids...

And I don't wanna go to college either! DX

School sucks DX And sorry I wasn't on yestersay, me and mum had to finish off the cakes and decorate them, then Sue cae arouns andthey were talking about the wedding X3

It's ok. And yes, yes it does DX And I have a boring practice coursework today involving counting bubbles! Possibly in the dark too! DX I'm just gonna end up falling asleep. ... I want Alix...

I want a lot of things, Jeremy, but sometimes you have to wait, be patient and save up your own money, so just be patieng.

I've been patient for, like, a week though, and I missed the one time she came on DX Bleh, I feel terrible. I'm not gonna do homework tonight - I'll save that for tomorrow - instead I'm gonna go to bed super early and hope I can catch up on some sleep.

drank 2 cups of coffee and idek when I'm gonna fall asleep so heeeeeeey

Hey Rae

"We can have anything you want." I answered Sam, my lips twitching up into a smile as a hand reached out and ran up and down his side absent-mindedly. "We could have pancakes, or waffles or maybe something super unhealthy like, uhhh... bacon, or something super healthy like fruit." Although at the mention of bacon I think my mouth began to water a little. Sausages and bacon and ham and vension and... I really needed to eat more meat. I loved it but I hardly ate any because I liked to watch my weight. Maybe I was watching it too much... Glancing down at my stomach, I examined it for a moment before returning my gaze to Sam, shaking the thought out of my head. Nope, I wasn't watching it too much, my figure was fine, not too skinny and not too fat. Perhaps I'd eat some meat, but just not too much.

The tugging on her bottom lip pretty much sent me over the edge and, although I took a moment to watch my girlfriend fail at pulling me to my feet, I wanted Dilynn so badly right now, and that was probably reflected in the passionate yet loving kissing I gave her. Forcing myself to pull away, I grabbed our bags of stuff, switched off the tv without even bothering taking out the dvd, then took one of Dilynn's hands in my own, leading her out of the rec room and up the stairs towards the room we were sharing. "We can always snuggle afterwards, and that'll probably be a better idea, actually." I said as my kinda free hand - the bags were just hanging from my wrist - started working on the tough belt, trying to undo it so that Dilynn didn't have to struggle with it. "You know, after you take the pill, 'cause that's important." Why was I even talking now? I should just be focusing on getting to our bedroom! Darn it! I sucked at this already!

Robyn didn't wake me up today, dreams about losing my record deal because I was fat woke me up. I'd been struggling with my appearance ever since I gave birth to Robyn and even though I had kept it a secret from the other members of the family, now it was really starting to affect me. Getting up, I changed into a bra and some underwear, then walked into the closet, looking into the mirror at my body. I pointed out several flaws almost straight away. Fat thighs, a tubby stomach, deep purple stretch marks around my stomach that moved around to my sides, dark circles under my eyes from lack of sleep, the stupid little freckles that only really appeared during the summer time. I just didn't feel pretty anymore. I didn't even feel average. Feeling tears well up in my eyes, I closed the closet door and sat on the little bench, my head in my hands as I tried to cry silently so that Tyler didn't realise something was up. If he found out, he'd probably just think I was being stupid anyway.

((Sleeping))

"There are other vampires here that can help you control your blood thirst, but I could shadow you at school if you wish." Walking in, I set the tablet on the desk in front of Jamie and perched on the edge tlof the desk. "However, I do not know of this 'Aging problem'. Please elaborate, child." Of course there would be aging problems, but did they not start later in life for those born as vampires? Unless Jamie was different... If so then I would have to find a way around it... Perhaps I could educate him myself? Though my knowledge would probably be very outdated... What was I to do?

Kyle and I had come home a couple days ago and as much as I liked his family, I was glad to be away from that snow covered, ice cold deat trap of a town. Next time there was a family reunion, they had to visit us, because I wasn't going back! Going off of topic. Aaaanyway! I think Nathalie came back yesterday so I waited until my medication had kicked in and Kyle had gone to work before I ran to Nathalie's room still in my pyjamas, dodge a shirtless Xavier who was sleeping on the floor - how'd he even get down there? Didn't he usually sleep on the top bunk with Natty? - then climbed onto the top bunk and shook my older sister. "Natty. Natty! Guess what? Kyle said he wants to marry me when we're older! He wants to marry me!!! How awesome is that?!" I didn't care if I was waking Nathalie up, I had been dying to tell her this since we came back!

Stirring from my sleep, I could hear a muffled voice, but as my vision got clearer I heard the word 'Marry' and shot right up, wincing as pain shot through my back and neck. "Who's getting married?" I murmured before I realised exactly where I was, and where I wasn't. "Nat, why am I on the floor?"

I allowed Sierra to lead me towards the lake, swinging our hands in between us a little like we were, well, like when we were teenagers, which was only a couple months ago for Sierra. Weird, huh? She went for 15 to 22 and had to buy all new clothes and adjust to being an adult and stuff and it's only been a couple months but she's adjusted really well especially considering the fact that we, you know, faded during that first month. I couldn't help but smile at her as we walked, and then Sierra sat down under the shade of a tree, so I did the same, setting the picnic basket down on the other side of me and pressing a kiss to Sierra's cheek. My bright blue eyes looked around and the lake and the light flitering through the tree. It was actually kinda romantic. "You know, this is a really nice place." I told Sierra, holding her hand. "We should come here more often. Maybe when it's a bit cooler though and, uhhh, when I come back from my next mission." I mumbled the last bit, a part of me wishing Sierra didn't hear it but she was a vampire so she probably did - even if she didn't, she'd probably hear it in my thoughts. I couldn't meet her gaze either, because I wasn't sure how Sierra would take the news. I think she didn't like me being in the WRO, I mean, when we first met a couple years ago she pretty much begged me not to join and now I had joined so... But I really liked being a part of the WRO and didn't want to stop going on missions and fighting and stuff, I just hoped Sierra understood that and didn't get mad at me...

"Mhmm." Hope answered with a nod of her head, clinging onto Ryan but trying not to hurt her baby brother that was in Ryan's tummy. "I lile playing with Bentley. I miss playing with mommy and Demi-tree, but I like you and daddy better. You're a good mommy, even if you have a boy's name." The little girl giggled, then let out another yawn, resting her head against Ryan's side. "Can we play tomorrow?" Bentley could join if he wanted, but Hope wanted to play with Ryan for a change.
((Just pointing out that Hope's not a toddler anymore. She's 6 and will be 7 in November (She ages a year every 3 months)))

It was strange for Bentley to accept me like this, and I wasn't sure whether to take this as a sign that he was beginning to trust me or simply the fact that he was too tired to wait for his mother to return. Either way I took advantage of the moment and picked the little boy up in my arms. "Yes, I can see that. You've had quite a busy day with Hope and now you're about to fall asleep in my arms." Chuckling as I teased the boy, I set him down in his crib and pulled the blanket up to his shoulders. "Do you usually take a certain toy to bed with you?" I asked the toddler, looking around at the variety of cuddly toys. Perhaps I should get him a cuddly toy too, although I doubted bribing him would help me gain his trust... Then again, he was young, so it could possibly work...

"A romantic comedy sounds great, Kodi." I grinned, leaning into him slightly as I walked. "Romantic comedies are perfect for couples who want to snuggle. Well, so I've heard anyway, since I tend to just watch childish Hope-friendly movies." Although, saying that, I did like Alvin And The Chipmunks, although I always have since I was a little girl. Shaking myself out of my thoughts, I looked up to my handsome boyfriend/future-fiance and asked, "Do you know any good romantic comedies we could watch?"
((I feel like just skippying with these two XD))

"I'm gonna miss you too, princess." I told mine and Dayna's little girl, who wasn't actually that little anymore, but she was still short enough to pick up. I did so, setting KJ on my hip and kissing her forehead. "I'm gonna miss you lots and lots but I'll talk to you every day on the computer-" I was bringing my laptop and the computer in my little office had a webcam too. "And I'll make sure mommy gives you lots of hugs from me." Giving Kara-Jayne a big hug, I looked to Dayna and asked, "Would you like to drop me off at the airport in the jeep or the maserati?" I smirked slightly, knowing that Dayna hadn't really been able to test out her car yet, but with the freeways that led to the airport, she'd be able to test the car's speed. Keeping the speed reasonable, since KJ was coming along, of course. We could trust Rascal alone for a couple hours, but Kara? Nuh uh.

It took a moment for the heat in my cheeks to die down, and once it did, I turned around to face Toby. It started out as a chuckle, but then turned into really loud laughter. "T-Toby, you're killing me!" I exclaimed through the laughter, wishing I had a camera so that I could take a picture of the kid right now. "You have a toothpaste beard and moustache!" I clutched my stomach as the laughter caused pain in my stomach, then lifted a hand to wipe the laughter tears away from my eyes. After a couple seconds of deel breathing, I managed to calm myself enough to speak properly, still laughing a little. "I guess we're both making fools of ourselves this morning, huh buddy? I knocked over your brother, made a mess in the kitchen and landed with my face in Hayden's crotch, and you look like an old pirate! I think we should show Hayden your new look, don't you? And then maybe we can make him look like an old pirate too." And then I'd have to get ready and put some clothes on, because I couldn't walk around in my pjs all day, no matter how cool that wod be; maybe I'll make a National PJ Day for Wutai! Everyone would love that, right?

"Good, now Sunday family time will include all of the family." Of course it'd be really hard, I mean, Zack would probably be wary of Giselle and Abby would probably hate me and yell at me for inviting her, but if we gave it some time the twins would eventually come around or at least get used to their mum being there and maybe then we'll be able to mend the broken bonds in this family, especially between Giselle, Zack and Abby. "You have to be there for their birthday as well." I quickly added as it popped into my mind. "It's a couple months away but I think it'd be good if they saw their mum actually celebrating the day they were born - see that you're happy to have had them, y'know?" Lifting the pancakes to Giselle's face in an attempt to get her to eat, I smiled a little before adding, "Have you, you know, attempted dating since me? 'Cause I think you need someone to be there for you, and I can't be there for you 24/7..."

"You? Drawing? Haha, good luck, Suzie." I teased my girlfriend, walking to the bathroom and kissing her head as I passed her. I started the 'Logan beauty regime' as soon as I got into the bathroom and had shut the door behind me, brushing my teeth and shaving just a little bit so that my beard wasn't so messy and long - I had kinda grown to lime the beard now, even though it had irritated me at first - and, once that was done, I started running the shower water stripped down and got into the shower for the first time in, like, days.

((And Rae told me not to post for Abby until she had posted for Trent so... Yeah...

morning

my mom says i have been looking all sad and crap..its the 2307952489 pills the docs put me on

Aaaaaaaaalllllliiiiiiiiiiixxxxxx! >.< We spots an Evay.

hai..

*Emo corner.* Hi Britt! Still upset?

tired, looking sad, attention span: goldfish. *sigh* i hate these pills...

hai evay, day off?

i only have like...a hour and a half left till math class..

I'm feeling like crap.. these pills are just really putting my personalitiy off the road..I dont even know if I spelled that right...my brain is just not working right...im on 240986983579584 pills when I could have been in the hospital for 3 days and that was it. I wouldnt have to be on steroids, some double strength pill and another pill that was meant to take 4 times a dang day plus the double strenth 2 times a day and then 2 steroids a day along with 2-3 perals for the lower part and what not..all these pills are really effecting me hard core. Even it messed with my attention span..

Poor Britt D: All because of your foot? ALIX! *Huggles Alix tightly and presses several kisses to her face, finishing with a big kiss on her lips.* I missed you even more, trust me! *Kisses her again.* Oh gosh, don't leave for so long ever again!

yup. only because of my damn foot. I could have been in the hospital for 3 days on a IV liquid thingy and my foot would have been better..I have been on these pills since last saterday... I cant take it anymore..I told my mom they're gonna kill me with all these pills