The House Of Immortality

Jalex is adorable :3

Austin::
As Ebony ditched me to go get ready, I stood there nervously with the girl that she had just introduced me to, rubbing the back of my neck nervously. I wasn't sure how much Ebony had told her about me or whether she had said any embarrassing things, I stared at the door Ebony just disappeared into. Oh god I hoped she hurried up, this girl was almost hearings and the atmosphere was becoming very awkward very quickly. Knowing me staring at the door wouldn't help her get out any faster I turned back to the other girl and managed to smile slightly at her. "Hi." I ran my hand through my hair.

I had a dream that Anna and Kristoff were getting married, and then Justin decided to turn it into a double wedding O.o For most of it I was Anna, but once I switched to nyself I was just there like 'Justin, what are you doing?!' because he ruined all of his olans to have a romantic proposal and stuff. Yeah, weird dream... O.o

I don't wanna watch the next episode of Orphan Black. Just watching the preview makes me emotional

And yet I am a masochistic b**** so I'm gonna watch it anyway.

Broken feels. Why does my favourite character have to suffer? DX Anyways, I promised myself I'd watch no more until later so... I'll have to wait to see if she's ok

morning

Afternoon How're you?

good

I went to bed, torn up inside last night

I just got torn up inside because of Orphan Black :/ Why were you torn up inside?

ღVividVeroღ: see the difference between you and me is atleast I know when im being a bitch and dont try to hide it
ღVividVeroღ: you were being a bitch. end of story.
MinxyJinx: Im not hiding it
ღVividVeroღ: and frankly you can have fun with your little cosplay thing because count me out on helping you
ღVividVeroღ: if you think you know so much more than me when it comes to that arena then go ahead and buy knock offs and have fun with that
ღVividVeroღ: im not going to entertain this salty conversation any further, its left a bad taste in my mouth thats full of blood because I just got surgery if you havent forgotten that
MinxyJinx: -_-
MinxyJinx: you know
MinxyJinx: I wasnt trying to be bitchy
MinxyJinx: you took it the wrong
MinxyJinx: *way
ღVividVeroღ: just saying if u keep replying im going to block u
ღVividVeroღ: because ur too dense to understand a word of what I said
ღVividVeroღ: I already warned u leave me alone
ღVividVeroღ: u dont want to make things worst


This is only part of the fight

She does this to me all the time and throws my forgetfulness in my face. I'm slow and she yells at me because I dont know things she knows. Then she yells at me because I dont wanna go to college and they wont accept me. Even though I might go to trade school since its cheaper

Well she's a b****. If she keeps doing this to you, why bother with her?

I've known her since foopet years and i've delt with this for years but never once gave up on her. My mom said to be that friend that stays cause her life is hard with the stuff she tells me. And she told me her friends left her cause she's a 'debby downer' and what not when really she wants someone to vent to.

I was almost in tears last night till my friend Aki calmed me down and stuff. And apparently Milanoo is a scam site even though I ordered from them once before and I got the exact thing. *shrug* I'll just use ebay and get the shoes that actually go with the costume. v.v Like, she got me unmotivated to lose weight..I dont know why but i'm just weird like that. I'll get over it

Well if there's anything my therapist has taught me - and really she's taught me f*** all - it's that it's best to cut the negative people from your life, otherwise they're gonna drag you down to dark places. I think that's what she was trying to tell me, anywho.

yeah I can see that. Im sadly going to have to. I want to help her but at this rate..I dont know how..and I dont want god to be upset with me T^T

I'm pretty sure God wouldn't be upset with you. You tried your best to be her friend and I'm pretty sure he'd appreciate that.

I hope so.. I snapped at her once because she was pissing me off but this time..she just went balistic after I said "Are you done?" with a :/ face

Yeah, the 'Are you done? :/' can be misinterpreted as 'I'm getting tired of listening to your complaints -_-' so maybe that wasn't the smartest thing to do :/ Still, she overreacted from what i've seen of the conversation.

Now if you'll excuse me, I need to go and make tea for mother. It's tea and cake day ^_^

I asked her that because she kept spamming me with people who got the wrong clothes and what not. And I wanted her to stop. Even if I said "Can you stop?" she still would have snapped

and okie

Ohh, she was spamming you. Yeah, that is annoying :/

she wasnt gonna stop it was like

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and she was gonna continue if I didnt say anything

Mhmm :/ I'd just stay away from her for a while. Either that or cut her out of your life entirely.

I wont talk to her for a while. See what happens.

Good good ^_^ Now mother should be home at any minute so I'm gonna go. Bye!

baii