Re: The House Of Immortality

**Wolfsoul** Sat Oct 31, 2015 5:25 am

Hmmm... Nope, Halloweentown will always be my favourite :3

*Takes deep breaths, trying to pull herself together.* I got fired, too. *Is still crying but her breathing has steadied.* They fired me for not showing up to work enough, but they just don't get it. I feel like I've lost everything, and they couldn't care less. *Wipes her tears off in Michelle's shoulders.* I've lost my fiancee, my job, I can't take care of my dogs anymore because I'm too depressed... I hate this, I hate this life. What's the point of living when your life is c***? I just... I'm tired of things going wrong for me. I'm tired of getting something good and then losing it.

**Britt-21** Sat Oct 31, 2015 5:39 am

Its okay abby..I'll do anyhing in my power to help you... Just...lets take baby steps

**Wolfsoul** Sat Oct 31, 2015 5:44 am

I'm not sure how you can help me. I'm a lost cause. Holland was the only one who gave me hope that maybe things could get better, but now she's gone. *Wipes her eyes again, then pulls the cover up over her head.* I'm done. I'm just done with everything.

**Britt-21** Sat Oct 31, 2015 5:47 am

Abby dont give up like this..you're giving up too easily. The abby I know will hold on and kick someone's ass if something were to happen.

**Wolfsoul** Sat Oct 31, 2015 5:54 am

*Pulls down the covers again, looking at Michelle with tearful eyes.* The Abby you knew had Holland! The Abby you have always known had her girlfriend to be there for her when s*** got rough, when she lost her temper or got too down. You know what this Abby has? One person who is obligated to stay by her side, two people if you include my dad. This Abby just lost the one person who stuck around even though she didn't have to.

**Britt-21** Sat Oct 31, 2015 6:09 am

*She frowns* Abby..

**Wolfsoul** Sat Oct 31, 2015 6:37 am

*Pulls the covers back over her head.* I'm just done. I can't do this anymore, I really can't... *Lets out a shaky sigh.* Michelle, you're not my minion anymore. You're free to do whatever the f*** you want now, ok?

**Britt-21** Sat Oct 31, 2015 6:50 am

*sighs* Abby just...relax okay? even if i'm not your minion, as a friend that cares, just..relax and try to calm down okay?

**Wolfsoul** Sat Oct 31, 2015 6:53 am

The more you say relax, the more I want to slap you. *Rolls over and peeks at her engagement ring, a couple more tears falling.* I'll have to take back. Holland took the expensive one. I wasted a s*** load of money on someone who decided to abandon me, just like my mom...

**Britt-21** Sat Oct 31, 2015 6:56 am

Do what you think is best.

**Wolfsoul** Sat Oct 31, 2015 6:59 am

*Nods a little.* I don't want to get into any more relationships. I can't- I can't go through this again. I'm already mentally unstable enough as it is without getting my heart broken.

**Britt-21** Sat Oct 31, 2015 7:00 am

*gently pats her head* Lets take small steps then. Where do you want to start?

**Wolfsoul** Sat Oct 31, 2015 7:04 am

I don't like being patted... And I don't know. I don't know what to do or how to put my life back on track without her. I just don't know >.<

**Britt-21** Sat Oct 31, 2015 7:35 am

I'll help you

**Wolfsoul** Sat Oct 31, 2015 7:37 am

You don't have to. You're not obligated to deal with me anymore.

**Britt-21** Sat Oct 31, 2015 7:44 am

But I want to deal with you

**Wolfsoul** Sat Oct 31, 2015 7:48 am

*Laughs without humor.* Please, even Holland doesn't want to deal with me anymore, so why would you want to?

**Britt-21** Sat Oct 31, 2015 8:04 am

Because Im you're best friend

**Wolfsoul** Sat Oct 31, 2015 8:11 am

I've had best friends before and even they... *Sighs and shakes her head.* Nevermind, whatever you say wont make me feel any better so maybe we should just both shut up. *Sniffles and turns back around to face Michelle.* You're lucky you haven't fallen in love yet. It's great to be in love, but when you lose it, it crushes your spirit.

I'm already a little crushed since dean has been missing...

**Britt-21** Sat Oct 31, 2015 8:51 am

LOL I USED YOUR POST XD

**Wolfsoul** Sat Oct 31, 2015 8:59 am

Woops XD

That wasn't love, though, that was just a crush. Imagine really falling for him and being with him for a year before he does his disappearing act.

**Britt-21** Sat Oct 31, 2015 9:28 am

I went to hit quote not edit xD

..I could imagine that....somewhat

**Wolfsoul** Sat Oct 31, 2015 9:37 am

Good, now add being prone to depression and you know how I feel right now.

**Britt-21** Sat Oct 31, 2015 9:47 am

:/ sorry..

**Wolfsoul** Sat Oct 31, 2015 9:52 am

*Shrugs.* There's nothing you can do about it. You can't get rid of my depression and you can't bring Holland back, so...

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