The House Of Immortality

Oh, I don't know. If you're alright waiting a little bit as I type up a post

hai linz and Mort

Sure, that's fine Mort, but if I've poofed I've fallen asleep And yah, Reyna's birthday's on the 17th. And Hayden's is on the 19th but I need to add that to the calendar tomorrow. Still don't know what to get him. He never tells me! DX

I was awoken from my slumber by the gentle sunlight pouring in through the tiny windows of the basement. It was unpleasant, until I opened my eyes and saw the man sleeping gently beside me. Ah, so his return wasn't a dream. Good, because if it was, I felt as if I would cry. In our millenium together, this was the first time I saw James sleeping. Although he looked rather young, I could see his real age in James' eyes, old and weary, yet beautiful eyes that had seen so much in their lifetime. Now, with his eyes closed, the weary old man had faded, leaving behind a man who looked only slightly older than me. The young James looked so peaceful in his gentle sleep. Smiling softly, my gaze wondered around the dull and dreary room. I could not believe the love of my life resided in such a worn-down room. Once the problems with the blood supply was resolved, I was personally rennovating the room; it was the least I could do for a man who had done so much for me without asking for anything in return. Absent-mindedly, a hand reached out to brush some pitch black strands of hair away from James' beautiful face, my smile growing as I did so, glad that I had finally found someone whom I truly cared for and loved dearly.

"Bulls***, Jenna." I grumbled as I was pushed away, leaning against the wall again, even though it wasn't as comfy as Jenna's chest. "You know nothing would happen to me, I didn't need the c***py 'protection', I just needed you." I frowned and then tears formed in my eyes. Did you know alcohol was a depressant? That's what they told me when I was a young secondary school go-er, and right now it was proving to be true. "I can't believe that's the answer you gave me, babe. I've spent the past couple of months wondering what the f*** I did wrong and what made the girl I loved run away and all I get is some s***ty, c***py pathetic excuse of wanting to protect me, when I don't even need protection?!" My body was starting to shake with the tears and I hugged my knees to my chest, burying my face in them and mumbling, "You ruined everything I ever dreamed of just because you wanted to protect me. That's stupid. The most stupidest thing in the world."

And for linz

"I think you acted fine, just a little nervous is all." I shrugged. "They like you though, which is good." Grinning, we walked back to the mansion and then headed upstairs. "Alright then, I'll meet you downstairs in a minute, you might have to wait for me though, I need to pack everything." Pressing a kiss to Dilynn's lips, I left her outside her room and went to my room to pack.

Sam was smiling at me in the special way that made me melt inside. I couldn't help but blush slightly and looked down at my feet as I composed myself. "Sure, lets go, handsome." I smirked slightly at my own words, then looked up at my fiancé with a smile. Lowering my hands I held one of Sammy's own hands and started heading towards the dreaded diner. Luckily we wouldn't be staying there long but if that waitress was there I swear I'd... Do something...

(Just doing Jenna for now because she'll be shorter. And these may just be short in general since I'm hurrying)

He was crying. Jenna could hear the shake in his voice. And it ripped her heart out. By trying not to hurt him she'd done just the opposite. And she wished so much that she could take it all back. If she could make everything better she would. But she doubted he would ever really forgive her. "It's just that everyone I've ever loved has been hurt or killed or has hurt me." It sounded pathetic now. "I was scared..."

"I know I've screwed up, okay? You don't think I thought about it all the time? But I couldn't face you! I couldn't just come back." It all sounded so stuck up when she said it. Like she was just a child. Jenna Fang, too scared to face her own boyfriend. "I didn't want to get attached. Because when I do it hurts so much more too lose it." She'd waited too long though. She had gotten attached. It had hurt. "And how was I supposed to tell you I didn't want to get married? We'd already made plans and you seemed so excited!"

(Gah, these are short. I'm sorry.)

"You should've known that I'd happily postpone the wedding for you, heck, I would've postponed it for any entire year if I had to because I LOVED YOU!" I yelled through the tears before realising what I had done and covering my mouth, shocked that I had just yelled at Jenna, someone I'd never thought I'd yell at. Well, until now, at least. I took shakey breaths to control must anger and just allowed myself to cry a bit more. "You should've known I would've done anything for you, 'cause I'm such a f***ing pushover when it comes to people alI care about - it's the worst thing about me. Maybe I shouldn't have been a pushover to you though, since all you managed to do was hurt me." My final sentence, a stupid, drunken, 'I'm gonna regret this in the morning' sentence was whispered, spoken mostly to myself. "Maybe it was all just a mistake..."

And with that I'm gonna go to bed. Goodnight!

Sorry I havent really been on lately

Sorry i wasn't on earlier. Had a doctors appointment. I hate doctors... *shutters*

Sorry I didnt return, dinner had to be made and my moms making me take sleeping pills at 6:30 every night so I'm rushing around making sure everything done before I crash.

oh. hows life so far tho?

Getting better, but theres still a lot I need to work on. My life's filled with peach rig eating fun with Joseph during school hours and depressing home situations. Could be worse..

Anywho, how's it going with you

you must tell me da stories! XD you know I love them (your joe x3)

its been fine, daddys in the hospital

Sorry to hear that, I hope your dad will be alright.

And honestly Joe and I spend a lot of time together, so it's really a lot to say. Study hall is always entertaining, and he's fond of randomly taking pictures when I'm not paying attention as I've said before. Plus, the peach rings thing, which is rather cute since he doesn't like them but knows I won't eat them all. *shrug* It's hard describing life when I'm living it and not in the most positive mood. Plus, I'm starting to get a little tired but I don't want to sleep. I hate sleep. Despise it.

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