Re: The House Of Immortality

[Britt-21]

Lilly: "hm? Oh im fine" I smiled at him to mask what I could have been thinking. "Just thnking, thats all, nothing to worry about"

[Wolfsoul]

Thinking... Thinking was never good. "Need Host?" Galian asked, admittedly a little worried about Lilly.

[Britt-21]

brb

Lilly: "I know you really dont want to let him take charge again.. are you sure?"

[Wolfsoul]

Galian nodded a little. "If it will make you more happy and less frowny. 'Sides, Darrkess no here so there no need to be here."

[Britt-21]

Lilly: "okay, you can." I patted his head and watch him get to his feet.

ssooorrry! D:

[Scampi]

I'll try to write replies up for tomorrow, I've been pretty busy this week with mum gona and stuff so... Yeah.

[Scampi]

And now, I'm off to bed! Goodnight all!

[Scampi]

*Yawn* I have 5 people to reply to tomorrow, so I should be able to make an all character post Anyway, night!

[LeFeuDeMort]

*sigh* I'm so fucked. *Runs a hand tough my hair* I've got a test tommorow, I'm going to a seminar thing, there's a party, and then after that I have to go to band. Which is annoying because I have about a million other things to do! Like finish my homecoming dress before Saturday night! And I'm not sure I even want to go to homecoming anymore! My grades are dropping like flies and I don't want to fail a class! I've never failed a class! But I keep saying that I don't have any homework to do so I can do all this personal crap, leaving me to do homework until 1 am! Gog damn it!
I 'aint doing it! Fucking SCREW math homework! It's worthless! Screw french too! This is all worthless bullshit! A fucking waste of my fucking time!
Heh. It's amazing how comfortable I am. With the majority of things. I used to not be able to deal with things at all. Now they don't bother me. But at the same time, I have really bad habits that actually make me happy. Which is odd I suppose. They relax me though. So that's good.
Gosh, my flood control comes off every night. And it's bloody fucking brilliant!
*Growls* Men are stupid. I am never becoming on some guy again! I can take care of myself now! I don't even need my parents! If I just had their money and a license I'd be fine!
*Cringes* Why does my chest hurt? Why does it always hurt? And why does my head always hurt? I wish I could see... *sigh*
*Fidgets and glances around* Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. I don't even fucking know what's wrong but something's wrong.
Good I love spilling out all my thoughts like this! *Contented smile*
I don't want to sleep! I don't want to go to band tomorrow! I just feel like I always have so much stuff to do! I want it to be summer again! I want freedom! I forgot how scary school is. And it's the same shit every day. The same people I hope not to see or not to have to talk to. The same teachers standing in front of the classroom, the same subject as always basically, the desperate scramble to do homework I've pushed off, the crushing disappointment in myself when I start failing *bursts into tears* I just want to go back to summer! I wasn't afraid in the summer. I didn't have insomnia, I wasn't a masochist, and I was actually happy! I want to be happy again! I hate stress! There's too much stress! Make it stop!

N-night time now I think.
Don't respond to that. I don't need fixing. I just needed venting.

[Scampi]

I'm glad I've been sleeping with my hoodie on, cause it gets really cold in the moring so... Yeah.

[Wolfsoul]

Mhmm!

"Mhmm." I nodded a little and wiped away the tears before realising something. "Wait, help you through this?" I thought I was the one with the problems and havong the mental breakdowns and stuff. "What's wrong with you, Suzie? What's going wrong in your life?" Maybe it would be good for me to be around someone who was having problems too, then we could work through our problems together.

"Ok, that sounds like a good idea." I smiled as Sammy nuzzled my shoulder. It kind of reminded me of how an older dog would nuzzle into his owner - however I can assurs you that Sam was not a dog in my eyes and I did not own him - and I found it rather cute; I always thought it was cute when Sam became a softie and cuddled up to me a lot. With I smile on my face, I turned my head to press a light kiss to Sammy's neck and then slowly ran a hand through his hair. "I love you so so much." I murmured against his neck, kissing it one more time before just relaxing against my boyfriend.

Suzie had gone to talk to Sapphira so I was left alone. I paced back and forth in my room a little, not sure what to do about the whole baby situation before I decided to go downstairs to the mansion's public computer to look up the symptoms of pregnancy. Well, mood swings was on the list, which explains why she had been so grumpy with me... Oh no, ohhh no! Back pains? Lack of sleep? V-Vomitting?! I was going to have to deal with that for 9 months! Wait, that sounded really selfish, because it was actually Suzie who had to deak with it, she was the pregnant one! I just... I didn't like the thought of having to be the target of my girlfriend's anger and to see her throw up a lot and be in pain and unable to sleep, and if Suzie was unable to sleep, that meant I'd be unable to sleep too! I bit my lip and ran a hand through my hair frustratedly before shutting down the computer and walking out to the pool. I needed to stop worrying, like Suzie told me too, I just needed to try and relax, so that was what I was going to try to do right now, by lying on a pool chair and just looking at the forest that surrounded the place.

I was ready to fly to Wutai to confront my old man, on the day that I was supposed to be going on a date with Blade, about a week and a half before our planned wedding. I really didn't want to get married to Blade, I wanted to just date Hayden and rule with a boyfriend at y side, not a husband... But still, Hayden abd Toby would have to move to Wutai... I groaned frustratedly and ran a hand through my hair, because I knew I had to tell him, I was just... Scared. Of how he'd react. But I shouldn't be worrying about that right now, I had other things to worry about. Taking a deep breath, I ran into Hayden's room and sat on top of Haydie, kissing him to wake him up. "Haydie, wake up, we need to go to Wutai!"

I snapped at Summer. I know I shouldn't have but... She just didn't understand how hard this was for me, struggling with depression while taking care of two girls, one of which was a baby. Not to mention that I had to deal with the guilt of Kiara taking care of Hope most of the time. And now Summer was talking about finding a girlfriend so that he girls had a motherly figure? It was girlfriends that caused all of this, Lucy and Isolt, they both ran away which led to my depression. No, I didn't need a woman in my life to be a mother to my children, I just needed to learn how to overcome my depression and be both a mother and father to the girls.

Seldom did I actually leave my apartment in the attic of the mansion for anything apart from helping James with the chores, but today I was outside with my sword, practicing techniques against a tree. Once again I was shirtless, and I was glad to be shirtless since I was perspiring so much! I simply could not wait until the cold winter started to appear, it meant less perspiring and, this year, it also meant a chance to cuddle up to the one I loved.
((Didn't we plan on making James get ill? I think that'd be awesome! XD))

"Nothing, I just felt a little lonely, thats all." I replied, frowning because I knew I had woken Kyle up. "I'm sorry for waking you, I didn't mean to, I was just gonna lie in bed with you while you slept, that's all." I hope he wasn't mad at me for waking him up, the last thing I needed right now is to lose another special person from my life. I only had him and Nathalie left now, my best friend and my sister.

"Oh... Ok." I frowned a little as Nathalie winced. I know she had said that she didn't want me to try my powers on her nose and heal it, but it seemed pretty bad. "Nathalie, can you please let me heal your nose? I think it's broken and I don't like seeing you in pain." The hand that wasn't wiping away blood had held Nat's hand in that moment where I pleaded with her to let me heal her nose.

I raised an eyebrow at Tyler's British-ness but then shook it off and frowned. "Yeah, I know the feeling." I mumbled mostly to myself, leaning forward and scratching Kit's ear, trying to comfort the little fox cub. "TJ and I will go into the forest with Kit today and try to find his mum. Kit's leg isn't fully healed yet, but we'll try to think of a way to keep him and his mum out of harms way while it heals." I told Tyler, resting my head on his shoulder for a moment before I kissed his cheek. "Anyway, you better go and get ready to spend the day with Cody-kins."

"Mhmm, much better." I let out a sigh of relief and rolled onto my back carefully. Smiling up at Dayna, I then pulled her down on top of me, giving her a tender kiss.

"I think you dyed it." I anwered with a shrug. "I don't know, I wasn't there when you did it. And I never said we were married. We almost were though, just a couple montths away from being married. I sighed a little and sat down in the chair next to the bed. "Just calm down, ok? I'll try to answer all your questions. "The kids are technically just under a year old but they look older than older than their real age, and there's two because they're twins. If you mean 'how did the kids happen?' they were a little surprise since I didn't think I could have kids and if you meant 'How did the accident happen?' I don't know, the doctors haven't given me the details, really. And the doctors let me in here. I think they had my contact details from when the twins were born and I think they wanted me to try and jog your memory but, obviously, that failed because you have no idea who I am or who the twins are." I answered l the questions but I knew there'd be more so I just waited patiently for Giselle to ask them.

Galian nodded and stood to his feet, stretching out his limbs slightly before lettig the Host take over. Vincent instantly walked over to Lilly and lifted up her shirt slightly to inspect the wound she had recieved. He had seen everything and even though it was nice to see Lilly and The Galian Beast actually getting along for once, he had been worried about his wife. Even now when the wound was pretty much healed, Vincent's brow creased with worry. "Are you alright, Lilly?" His asked, his crimson eyes gazing into her chocolate ones, trying to search for any signs of her not being fine that she may be trying to hide so that she didn't make him worry even more.

[Scampi]

Kieran left really early today ^_^"

[Wolfsoul]

Really? How come?

[Scampi]

Meeting a friend I think. *Shrug*

[Wolfsoul]

Ah, I see

[Scampi]

It felt really weird wearing my leggings underneath my trousers at first, but I'm used to it now XD

[Scampi]

Anyway, BBL, gonna do each dance routine once then go to school. Lol. Byeeee!

[Wolfsoul]

Cool cool XD

[Britt-21]

aww.. mortie.. *huggles* You know, if I could, I would switch places with you or maybe have you as a sister. My life is fine without all the stuff from the outside,and also I do minor things for chores also you wouldnt have so muchg stress on yourself.

Im mad how NO ONE replied to that but me

Lilly: "Yes Im fine." I kissed him softly and pulled away "It still hurts, thats all." I smiled alittle "but its healing. I feel like its still a gash though." I took his hand and held it in my own

[Scampi]

I didn't reply to it because at the bottom of it, it states 'Don't respond.' And that is why I didn't reply to it britt. Personally I would love to have mort as a sister, she plays guitar, and she sounds like a great person!

[Britt-21]

Lol idc i wanted to rply anyway XD

and yeah, I would love her as a sis too ^_^

[Scampi]

Lol XD

[Britt-21]

wanna rp?/

[Scampi]

Sure, just gimme a few mins.

[Scampi]

Christina: I smiled, "Well, I managed to escape a vampire when I was younger, so that was a breeze." I said with a laugh. I just wanted to forget that night, but I couldn't.... I really wished I could.
((Sorry if it's crap :/))

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