Re: The House Of Immortality

**Wolfsoul** Mon Sep 21, 2015 11:52 pm

"WHAT ARE YOU?!" "An idiot sandwich." XD

**Britt-21** Mon Sep 21, 2015 11:53 pm

**Wolfsoul** Mon Sep 21, 2015 11:55 pm

Don't mind me, just stalking your blog and reblogging stuff.

**Britt-21** Mon Sep 21, 2015 11:57 pm

awh :3

**Wolfsoul** Tue Sep 22, 2015 12:01 am

You have a thing on here that says "Please don't be in love with someone else." And in my mind I instantly started singing Enchanted by Taylor Swift because it goes "Please don't be in love with someone else, please don't have somebody waiting on you." O.o

**Britt-21** Tue Sep 22, 2015 12:09 am

**Wolfsoul** Tue Sep 22, 2015 12:11 am

Anyways, I've stopped being a stalker now ^_^

**Britt-21** Tue Sep 22, 2015 12:16 am

XD go ahead

**Wolfsoul** Tue Sep 22, 2015 12:35 am

Nah, I'm done now. I might try replying to your post though I can't guarantee it'll be good.

**Britt-21** Tue Sep 22, 2015 12:35 am

thats fine Very Happy

**Wolfsoul** Tue Sep 22, 2015 12:45 am

Ok, that hurt. I think I actually winced when Rose mentioned hating me before. I deserved it, though, I mean, back when we were teens I thought the relationship was going nowhere and decided it'd be best to disappear and go to college than to actually break up with Rose. Now that I look back on it, I realize what a d*** move that was. I'm just glad I was able to redeem myself. But something still bugged me, and probably always would bug me: the fact that the only other person Rose had dated was my twin sister. I mean, I know Rose said it was nothing to her, but did Abby know that it was nothing, too? Or did Rose lie and say she had feelings. Did she... "Did you ever tell my sister you loved her?" I asked in a quiet voice, not meeting Rose's gaze. I hoped upon hope that I was the only one Rose had ever said those words to and that, most importantly, she never said it to Abby because that's just be... Weird, and wrong. Abby didn't even deserve love, heck, I still don't get how she had gotten that woman with the glasses to fall for her.
((Zack and his little insecurities over the fact that Rose dated Abby.))

**Britt-21** Tue Sep 22, 2015 1:04 am

The one place I didnt want this conversation to go has went the way I didnt want it go. He actually asked me about Abby and if I loved her "I didnt love her like I love you. Honestly, She was the one holding up the relationship. I didnt use any Effort to even help her hold up the relationship. If I did tell her I loved her, I dont think it was full of love at all. I just think I said it for the hell of it." Why did we get onto this subject? I didnt even want to be on it. "Can we not talk about your sister please? I know how you feel and react when she's mentioned. Especially when you know me and her were seeing eachother." his reaction, his expressions, his tone of voice. Everything was thrown off whenever Myself and Abby were mentioned "I wish you didnt know about this just so you wouldnt feel some sort of pain." I pulled my hand off his cheek and turned to my other side, my back facing him.

**Wolfsoul** Tue Sep 22, 2015 1:49 am

Well that was a heartbreaking answer. I don't know what was worse, the fact that she had said 'I love you' to my sister or the fact that she was even capable of saying those sacred words just 'For the hell of it'. Rose had turned to face away from me and, for a moment, I didn't even try fixing this snuggling session. "You don't just throw those words around for the hell of it, Rose. If you don't love someone, you're meant to speak up, not lie to them. 'I love you' is just as sacred as saying 'I do' at a wedding; you don't just throw it around casually." I sighed, raking a hand through my hair as I looked toward's Rose's back. After a moment, I turned around as well, resting a hand on her side but not making any move to cuddle her just in case it wasn't wanted anymore. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't talk about what happened, it just... Hurts a little that, of all the people in the world, you went running to her when I left. But maybe I should really start trying to put that all behind me... Can we just pretend I never asked that question?"

**Britt-21** Tue Sep 22, 2015 1:58 am

His reply had me fuming. I wanted to snap and just yell at him, telling him how he left me broken and on my own. The one boy who made me happy back then. I didnt know what to do, I was lost! I was an Insecure and lost little girl! I'm mature now and know what I'm doing. Clearly, Zack couldnt see how I reacted the way I did. "Yeah." was all I said to him. It came out a bit more harsh then I expected but he hurt me just by giving me a lecture about 'I love you' and how sacred it was. I wanted to get up and go sleep on the couch. Thats how Pissed I am. But something else told me otherwise "If you knew the pain I went through Zack, and how lost and Idiotic I was, you would have understanded why I went to her." I stated, closing my eyes and sighing softly. I needed to get rid of my steam now, how was I going to do that? No idea. I'll try my best not to snap at him too much tonight. We already went through enough.

**Wolfsoul** Tue Sep 22, 2015 2:16 am

Ok, clearly I had said something wrong. I instantly removed that hand, because obviously Rose wasn't too happy with me. I think she was just missing the point I was trying to make, but I wasn't sure. Just in case, I tried explaining myself, treading carefully just in case this backfired. "I know you were in pain and you had every right to go to someone else, I just wish you didn't go to her is all. Anyone but Abby." But I don't know, maybe I deserved it. Maybe Rose running to my sister is my punishment because someone, whether it was Rose or God who decided Abby would be the best bet, knew that it would've hurt a lot more than if she had run to a stranger. My headache had only just started dying down, but I felt like, if we got into an argument now, it would quickly return. Maybe I should just remove myself from the situation if Rose was mad at me. Sitting upright, hugging my legs to my chest, I did just that, asking gently, "Would you prefer it if I slept elsewhere tonight?" I'd need to put on a pair of PJs before I left, of course, but then I'd finally be out of Rose's hair for the night.

**Britt-21** Tue Sep 22, 2015 2:23 am

Something Ached in my heart as he suggested if I had wanted him to sleep somewhere else. My Anger said yes but my heart said no. I started to sit up myself and when I looked at Zack, the way he was sitting...He never sat like that before. Or as far as I've noticed. The building argument went right out the window just as I grabbed Zack and pulled him into a hug "No, Stay." I held him in silence, closing my eyes as I held him. "I'm sorry I snapped at you. I just didnt want the subject of..Her to come up. Especially after all the s*** we went through tonight. I knew that as soon as you asked about my words to her, It would turn into an argument.."

**Wolfsoul** Tue Sep 22, 2015 2:55 am

I'm gonna disappear for a bit. I promised myself I'd finish Daredevil before I went back to college and I've just realized that, since Tuesdays are usually OUAT days and I also have a movie to watch tomorrow, I literally only have today to complete it DX

**Britt-21** Tue Sep 22, 2015 3:37 am

**Wolfsoul** Tue Sep 22, 2015 3:56 am

They just killed my favourite character! DX He might've been a bad guy, but he was so, so loyal and caring! DX

**Britt-21** Tue Sep 22, 2015 4:46 am

**Wolfsoul** Tue Sep 22, 2015 5:23 am

And there goes another one... This show really loves to kill people!

**Britt-21** Tue Sep 22, 2015 6:38 am

just found out my one friend has brain cancer..

Shadow, you remember Aaron? He lives with his grandparents? (This is for when she gets on)

**Wolfsoul** Tue Sep 22, 2015 6:41 am

I'm sorry to hear that, Britt Sad

**Britt-21** Tue Sep 22, 2015 6:42 am

its okay *hugs* Just..I wouldnt have thought he-out of all people- would get it..

**Wolfsoul** Tue Sep 22, 2015 6:47 am

Cancer can affect anyone at any time; it's impossible to predict who it'll target. The best we can do is hope that we don't get it and hope that those who do get it manage to survive.

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