The House Of Immortality

You're never bothered to do anything DX

i know DX it can't be normal DX

It isn't! Snap out of it, Scampi! Rejoin the rping world so that I can stop feeling so deprived! DX

I'm sorry! DX I'm trying, I just have a lot on my mind, and it doesn't help that I overthink stuff which then puts me down

Yeah, you really do overthink stuff. What's on your mind though? Let a budding psychologist try to help

I actually don't have any suggestions on what to do about over-thinking. My friend has suggested being more social but I don't know about that.

Hi

Hi Shadow! How art thou? Up to rping-eth if I free-eth Caius? ...-eth?

Yes-eth who-eth shall Caius rp-eth with-eth?

*lounging around*

Why do some people just never post anymore? Do you guys just not have stuff to say?

for some reason im losing interest but I need ideas, things to work my brain ;-;

Im in the middle of testing so ;-;

I understand that. I just look to the world around me when I need ideas.

ya..

What's my mind? I'm not quite sure to be exact, because at the moment I'm quite calm and content to be perfectly honest. Mumford and Son songs are soothing, so yeah. I guess the biggest my biggest worry is telling my dad about photography and how he'd react about it. I know I shouldn't, since he's fine with Kieran wanting to do hairdressing or whatever, but... I don't know, cause Lisa's happy about it, and my grandad definitely is, after all he was the one who put the thought in my head, then I developed a desire for it in my own mind, creating my own little plan inside my head. I mean, I know I'll have a good life if I do go through with photography, I know it will make me happy because there is a sense of freedom I feel when I think about it. Taking controlomy own life, earning my own money, meeting new people.

Another thing is about Kirsten, she's my best friend, like a sister to me, and she has a dream of opening a cafe with me, which (don't get me wrong) sounds great, and I would love to, but I'd get bored eventually so... Yeah, I just don't want to upset her by telling her that I wouldn't be with her as much as she'd like but... Somethimes I wonder if my little plan in my head will work, but then I thinl about it more than I should, simply because it seems like better place than here.

Wow, I wasn't planning on actually writing that much O.o

Sorry Shadow, I fell asleep!

And if Kirsten was a true friend, she'd understand that you want to do something different, so just tell her.

Good point, I'll still help out when I have some free time haha

Mhmm.

Anyway, see you when I get back from school ^_^

Peace out.

I need to take my sister to a field trip so I'll be back later, but Scampi? You'll be okay It sounds like you have really supportive friends and family. I think you should tell them all about your thoughts as soon as you can, because it'll help get the burden off your shoulders and then you can talk to them when you're not sure about things. They'll be able to help you and support you. (And I think that if you brought Kirsten some pictures from wherever you went to put in her café she wouldn't mind you being gone so much. She could run her dream café and travel and be free through you.)

Mort's right

Good idea mort And I think I have an idea how to tell my parents! It came to me while I was walking home alone since Megan ditched me for Charlie Fuck Megan, and her party! She just uses me and her party slunds crap :/

Stupid users. Screw the users! Not literally, just... You know what I mean.